Imagine Blank

I wrote the following when I was sick a couple weeks ago.  It's a trip into my train of thought.  I thought it would be interesting to write things down as fast as I could think them.  I'm sure I missed a few of the rabbit trails but I got the main trails down I think.  ~Fel

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Imagine.

Imagine what?

Imagine blank.

I imagine blank.  Hmm. Also the name of one of my new favourite YouTube channels.

I don't know what to do.

I don't know where I'm going.

I just know that I'm here..

Right now.  And right now this is what's in my brain....

• I am sick. *cough* *cough*
• I wish I had written all the things that I daydreamed about blogging when I was daydreaming about them.
• I miss my cat.
• I have a new cat.  He is cute and I will enjoy getting to understand his little kitty brain.
• I'm scared to raise kids in a place where the school budget ain't got no money for computer lessons but there's millions for the roads.
• I'm thankful for a wonderful husband who takes care of me even when I won't take care of myself.
• I'm thankful for the few friends I have because they are real.  None of that fake stuff you can buy with cool clothes and superficial smiles.
• I'm thankful for my mother who taught me to do everything.
• I'm thankful for my daddy who taught me about Jesus. He actually talked about Him....
• Jesus. Why are you so cool?  Really.  "Love your enemies" You make it sound so simple.  
• I wish my head didn't hurt.
• I wish Eve didn't eat that apple or banana or whatever it was....
• I'm glad I'm a girl....even if it's hard sometimes.
• Husband and I are gonna have some damn cute babies.  That's a smile worthy note right there.
• Oh My Word!  I hope I don't screw up my kids! Note to self: Write down all the wisdom of parenthood that you know now because it'll all go through the window when the kids come and you'll need to remind yourself that you knew how to do this once....You won't believe it's you....but I'm telling you now, future Fel....that you were that brilliant.  
• I hate diseases. Diseases suck.  Stupid flu virus.
• Lee Blacky looks like a stuffed animal.  He's so cute.
• Under-wire is such a two faced fiend.  Holds the girls up but damn....must you stab me in the side like that!? Sheesh!
• Randy's confirmation. March 9th.  Remember that.
• *cough* 
• Expo.  Oh. Mein. Expo. Are my jeans clean?  I'll need jeans...
• Jeans...Genes....I wonder if I have red hair genes.  How do hair genes work anyway?  Black person with tough hair, with parents with tough hair probably only has tough hair genes but if you mix him/her with anything else, you get soft, delicious curls...every time.  Even if you mix them with someone else with straight hair...as long as it's not another black person....it'll be curly hair.  Does that really happen every time?  Is that a scientific fact?  I should google that.  (owwww. Head. Hurts.) maybe later.
• Excitement.  You adrenaline provoked emotion.  You are a tease.  Don't tease me when I am ill.
• "Leonard! I'm Sick!" ............. "Leonard! My comforter fell down and my sinuses hurt when I bend over!" "Leonard!"   (If you get this reference, we could be best friends!)
• Ha. I'm typing as fast as I can talk out loud.  I wish I could type as fast as I could think. Right now is a good time for that.  Thinking is slooooooooooooooooooooooooww. Haha.  That's funny. What's funny. Who's funny? or Whose funny? Who's.
• I'm hungry.

And there you have it folks.  Five minutes into my brain.  Maybe it was ten minutes.  But I just needed to write something.  Plus, it's interesting to see thoughts develop from nothing.  The human mind is a weird place and I do believe that is how it was designed to be.   A bunch of goo with no real compartments yet it has the capacity to dream and imagine.  What's in your imagination?  What do you daydream about?  Rainbows, Unicorns, a better world?